I know that we were hoping Tallulah was finally tall enough to go on all the rides. I know that Tallulah is all in for this sort of thing, and wants to go a millions times and has no fear.
But I know that I didnt really think she was tall enough. Or heavy enough.
I know that there were death defying slides.
I know that my aunt died in November.
I know that I can't believe she is gone.
I know that put her picture by the piano today and saw books that she gave the girls today. I know we were talking about her on the way to the water park. I know annabelle begged us to stop becuase it was too sad.
I know that I saw Tallulah wave at me before she went down. I saw her and her friend wave at me.
I know that I was three tubes behind her.
I know that her tube got stuck when it came out of the Shute. I was watching, to cheer her on.
I know her friend fell off. But was still on the slide.
I know that Tallulah fell off, but fell over the slide. I know because I saw. I know what I saw.
I know I can run fast.
I know I can scream loud.
I know that when I saw her sitting up, surrounded by life guards and good Samaritans, she was probably ok.
I know she was crying hard. I know her head looked really weird.
I know she asked if the other girl was ok, between her sobs.
I know that some people on earth right now, are living saints.
I know my friends would take care of annabelle.
I know the paramedics wanted to take Tallulah to a hospital nearby.
I know I trust texas childrens more.
I know I can drive really fast.
I know that I can drive on the shoulder in an emergency.
I don't know if I believe in guardian angels.
I know that Tallulah survived a six to seven foot drop off a slide with velocity, landed on concrete and is just bruised up with a concussion and a severe hematoma.
I know mostly trust doctors.
I know my husband can be a calm guiding force when he wants to be.
I know Tallulah is in her bed, sleeping peacefully.
I know that Tallulah survived.
But I don't know how.
